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Monday, December 06, 2004
I have access to a computer for a few minutes, so I decided to update. (I hate being gone for so long!)
-I've been sick for the past few days. My head is so full (sinus infection) and everytime I bend over to pick something up or whatever, I get dizzy. @@ So basically my room has been pretty dirty lately, but that's ok...it adds character. :D I hope to be feeling better soon. I miss being able to function normally, go some place without a box of tissue...being able to sing. My talking voice sounds bad enough, but singing? I sound horrid. Should be back to my old self in the next couple days...
-I haven't got to talk with Amber in over a week. I miss her terribly. :( I have so much to talk to her about. My sister, my work outs, these weird dreams I've been having, and a lil bit about Mr. Boj :D *Don't worry Mr. Boj...it's all good stuff, nothing odd* :) Anyway, she better get her cell in working order soon. It's bad enough she had to move outta town, now I can't even talk to her. The dork...
-My sister Rene' is getting married! Oh my goodness, you don't know how much of a shock this is. Her ring is absolutely beautiful (not to mention big and expensive!) She's asked me to be her Maid of Honor...I'm very happy about that. That's one thing that's kept me so busy. The Maid of Honor has a lot of responsibilities. Pre-wedding things like planning/hosting the Bachelorette Party and Bridal Shower, ordering favors, addressing invites, going with the Bride-to-Be dress shopping, attending all the fittings, etc. And Wedding day things like overseeing the reception, holding onto the Grooms ring, hair/make up, being the messenger, etc. Not to mention the toast/speech and being the date for the Best Man. Which, let me tell you, isn't my idea of a good time. The Best Man, my date, is also my soon to be nephew. Yup, my sister is going to be "step mom" to 2 adults. LoL Eddy (the Best Man) is 18, and Jaime is 19 or 20, I believe. They are sweet people, from what I remember. I met them once about 4 years ago. All I know is, I have to dance with this guy, walk down the isle with him, and I don't even really know him. But sis wants tradition...it's her day, and I love her, so I'm doing it all with a smile. I'm happy about it all, basically. I'm finally getting a Brother in Law! All 5 of my brothers are married, so I have Sisters in Law coming out the wazoo, but all us girls are single...until now. Yay for the Brother in Law, Ed! :) He's military, a Master Sergeant...yeah, just what we need...more military in my family. But he's a good guy, so there ya go.
-Hmmm...I was going to say something else, but I'm forgetting. Stupid medicine head! :D
*Hugs!*
JL
Blogged @ 11:05 am by MissLuvly
Monday, November 22, 2004
I've been away for too long! I was having some major computer problems and it only got taken care of yesterday. Lots has happened since I updated last. For one thing, I turned 22! Go me, right? ;) I know, it didn't feel like a big deal to me either. I had a great birthday party though, and I'm happy my friend made it into town. Everything else is pretty much bad news though. I found out that my sister has a large tumor growing on one of her ovaries, and once it's removed they will determine via biopsy if it's cancer. Apparently she's been having troubles with this for the past few months, but things have been so bad with me that she didn't want to tell me and upset me. I understand where she's coming from, but really...I could have handled it. I'm dealing with it now, praying for her and I know she'll be ok. Also, there was a big ol nasty debate between some of my friends and a few of them have left our "circle". I don't feel as comfy or as close with certain people as I once did, but I'm sure feelings will mend and we can put this behind us. And my last update for now is about my doggie...JR. When I was 10, my sisters dogs Liebchen & Shotzi had some puppies. I got to pick out one, and the rest were going to be sold. I picked the biggest and cutest...and named him Junior. Every day after school I'd sneak out to see him and play with him. I just could never put him down. We were always going on lil trips and stuff, he loved playing in the snow and going on walks in the desert. He was such a good animal, protective and playful, gentle and strong. He was 112 pounds of muscle (german shepard/rottweiler mix) and boy was he tall! When he'd put his front paws on my shoulders, he was almost as tall as me. Well anyway, about a week ago he started acting kind of funny. Wouldn't get up and move around too much, didn't want to eat or drink. We forced some down him, but he just kept getting weaker and weaker. Finally, on day 4, the vets opened up and we took him in for blood work (etc) to see what was the problem...or to see if he could even be saved. At this point he couldn't walk, eat, drink or anything. They were going to do a blood test, until the Dr. felt a large mass in his stomach. She said it was half the size of a bowling ball, and it was on his spleen, spreading to his liver. Even an operation wouldn't work, it had spread too far. How could this happen though? He never EVER showed signs of this. He's always come out of the vets with a clean bill of health, and he's always been happy and active. So after crying my heart out, and telling him how much I love him, I signed the papers so they could put him to sleep. Since he was so big, I couldn't hold him, but I did hold onto him while she gave him the shot. I had my arms around his stomach and head, with my head resting on him, telling him how wonderful he's been and that I'll never forget him. On the 18th, my doggie, my buddy, my last living pet, was put to sleep. It was hard feeling his heart stop, but I wanted the last thing he knew to be just how much he was loved. Everyone cried...my mom, brother, sisters, even the Dr. and nurses. I miss him so much! About 4 years ago I lost my cat Baby to feline lukemia...she was 3. Almost 3 years ago, I lost my cat Levi (my first kitty, who I got when I was 6) who died of old age. He was always perfectly healthy, so at least he got to live a long and happy life. I think it's going to be a while before I can have any pets.
Anyway...maybe in the next couple days I'll have something else to say.
Blogged @ 12:58 am by MissLuvly
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
I know this has nothing to do with election day, but ah well. I voted, I've done my duty. It's in God's hands now...
Anyway!
God's letter to a Woman...
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being.
When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils.
But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man,
because your nostrils are too delicate.
I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly
fashion you.
Man was put to sleep so that he would not interfere with My creativity.
From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects mans life.
I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him...as
you are meant to do.
Around this bone I shaped you...I modeled you. I created you perfectly
and beautifully.
Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile.
You provide protection for the most delicate organ in a man, his heart.
His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life.
The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart.
Support man as the ribcage supports the body.
You were not taken from his feet, to be under him.
You were not taken from his head, to be above him.
You were taken from his side, to stand beside him.
You are My perfect angel...you are My beautiful little girl.
You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and my eyes fill when
I see the virtues of your heart.
Your eyes, don't change them.
Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer.
Your nose, so perfect in form.
Your hands so gentle to touch.
I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep.
I've held your heart close to Mine.
Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like Me.
Adam walked with Me in the cool of day, yet he was lonely.
He could not see Me or touch Me, he could only feel Me.
So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with Me, I fashioned in you.
My holiness, My strength, My purity, My love, My protection and support.
You are special because you are an extension of Me.
Man represents my image, woman my emotions.
Together, you represent the totality of God.
So men...treat women well.
Love her, respect her...for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt Me.
What you do to her, you do to Me.
In crushing her, you only damage your own heart...the heart of your Father,
and the heart of her Father.
Women, support man. In humility, show him the power of the emotions I have given you.
In gentle quietness, show your strength.
In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.
Blogged @ 06:49 am by MissLuvly
Monday, November 01, 2004
Cute/Funny/Sweet...no, not me! :D
Misc. Stuff!
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the
tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are
afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten
apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality,
THEY'RE AMAZING! They just have to wait for the right man to come
along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree!
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Someone will always be prettier. They will always be smarter.
Their house will be bigger. Some will be thinner and/or have a nicer shape.
They will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school.
And their husband will fix more things around the house.
So let it go, and LOVE YOU and your circumstances and above all----
THANK GOD for whatever situation you are in!
Think about it. The prettiest woman in the world can have an
ugly heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be
unable to have children. And the richest woman you know -- she's
got the car, the house, the clothes -- might be lonely.
And the Word of God says, "... if I have not Love, I am nothing."
So, again, love who you are right now and let God be your barometer.
Mirror Him. Look in the mirror in the morning and see how much of God you see.
He's the only standard and even when you come up short;
He will not leave you or forsake you.
Smile and may God continue to bless you.
Say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed"
and see if your attitude is better.
REMEMBER...The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.
"The one who kneels to God can stand up to anything."
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LADIES VS. REAL WOMEN
LADIES -- If you accidentally over-salt a dish while it's still cooking,
drop in a peeled potato and it will absorb the excess salt for an instant
fix-me-up.
REAL WOMEN -- If you over-salt a dish while you're cooking, that's too
dang bad. Please recite with me, The Real Women's motto: I made it and
you will eat it and I don't care how bad it tastes.
LADIES--Cure for headaches: Take a lime, cut it in half and rub it on
your forehead. The throbbing will go away.
REAL WOMEN-- Take a lime, mix it with tequila, chill and drink. You might
still have a headache, but who cares.
LADIES-- Stuff a miniature marshmallow at the bottom of the sugar cone
to prevent ice cream drips.
REAL WOMEN-- Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for
Pete's sake.
LADIES-- To keep potatoes from budding, place an apple in the bag with
the potatoes.
REAL WOMEN-- Buy boxed mashed potato mix and you don't have to worry
about the potatoes growing arms and legs.
LADIES-- When the cake recipe calls for flouring the baking pan, use a
bit of the dry cake mix instead and there won't be any white mess on the
inside of the cake.
REAL WOMEN--Go to the bakery-- they'll even decorate the thing
for you.
LADIES-- Brush some beaten egg white over pie crust before baking to yield
a beautiful glossy finish.
REAL WOMEN-- Sara Lee frozen pie directions do not include
brushing egg whites, so I don't do it.
LADIES-- If you have a problem opening jars, try using latex dishwashing
gloves. They give a non slip grip that makes opening jars easy.
REAL WOMEN --Go ask the very HOT neighbor guy to do it.
And finally the most important tip...
LADIES-Don't throw out all that leftover wine. Freeze into ice cubes
for future use in casserole and sauces.
REAL WOMEN--Leftover wine?????????
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Men are like ... Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you.
Men are like ... Bananas ..... The older they get, the less firm they are.
Men are like ... Vacations ..... They never seem to be long enough.
Men are like ... Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them.
Men are like ... Blenders ..... You need one, but you're not quite sure why.
Men are like ... Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
Men are like ... Coffee ..... The best ones are rich, warm, & can keep you up all night long.
Men are like ... Commercials ... You can't believe a word they say.
Men are like ... Government Bonds ... They take soooooooo long to mature.
Men are like ... Mascara ..... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
Men are like ... Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
Men are like ... Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get, or how long it will last.
Men are like ... Lava Lamps ... Fun to look at, but not very bright.
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I bolded all the ones I did! How fun was it to be a child of the 80's...:D
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE ".
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair " ...and can do the
"Carlton".
4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a
club of your own.
6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH " comes from Joey on Blossom
8. Two words: Hammer Pants
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock ".
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and "spokey-dokes" or
playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales " (Woo ooh!)
12. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch
cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles " on the big
screen... and still know the turtles names.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at
school.
16. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a
knot on the side.
17. You played the game "MASH " (Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House)
18. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it.
19. L.A. Gear....need I say more
20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM " in Kindergarten. (She's truly
outrageous.)
21. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing " and all the
Ramona books.
22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF "
23. You wanted to be a Goonie.
24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (some of us... head-to-toe)
25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell
off and his cheeks shifted.
26. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
27. You took lunch boxes to school... and traded Garbage Pail Kids in the
schoolyard.
28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
29. You still get the urge to say "NOT " after every sentence.
30. You remember Hypercolor t-shirts.
31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
32. You thought She-ra (Princess of Power!) and He-Man should hook up.
33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you
exchanged handmade friendship bracelets.
34. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes. (and like #24, probably in neon
colors, too)
35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are,
but what am I? "
36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up "
37. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide.
39. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds.
41. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement.
42. You remember Popples.
43. "Don't worry, be happy "
44. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.
45. You wore socks scrunched down
46. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
47. You remember boom boxes.. and walking around with one on your shoulder
like you were all that.
48. You remember watching both "Gremlins " movies.
49. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!"
50. You remember watching "Rainbow Bright" and "My Little Pony Tales"
51. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot.
52. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
53. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool... and
don't even flinch when people refer to them as "NKOTB".
54. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By
the Bell ", the ORIGINAL class.
55. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART.
56. You just sang those words to yourself.
57.You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.
58. homemade Levi shorts.. (the shorter the better)
59. You remember when mullets were cool!
60. You had a mullet!
61. You still sing "We are the World "
62. You tight rolled your jeans.
63. You owned a banana clip
64. You remember "Where's the Beef?
65. You used to (and probably still do) say "What you talkin' about Willis?"
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A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of male face a woman finds attractive can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle.
For instance, if she is ovulating----
she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features.
However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she is more prone to be attracted to a man with scissors lodged in his temple and a bat jammed up his butt while he is on fire.
Further studies are expected.
Blogged @ 12:27 pm by MissLuvly
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Had a wonderful morning today. Went to the gym for the first time. I was there as a visitor, even though I got to work out, but by the end of the session I had signed up and now am a member of World Gym. I had a lot of fun, but I started kind of slow...since it's been a while since I've worked out at a real gym. Did the usual bike as a warm up, went up to the treadmill for a bit of running, then moved onto the floor where I did crunches and push ups. I don't remember the names of the machines I used, but I worked my whole body really. Worked on my back, my arms, butt & thighs...even did some work on the chest press machine. I stayed with the low weights, about 60-70 on my legs and 30-40 for my arms. I'm going back tomorrow, basically the same routine. It'll take me a bit to find my perfect work out and schedule, so for now I'm doing everything every time I go...which will be about 3-4 times a week. We shall see! But it was a great first day, and I'm really excited about it. The people were really nice, the atmosphere was positive and I walked out of there feeling good. My body feels all warm and strong...:) And there you have it...now maybe I can work on that scripture entry. It's just a lot of typing, so I've been putting it off. Note to self...suck it up, it's spreading God's word...it's more than worth it! :)
Blogged @ 12:19 pm by MissLuvly
Monday, October 25, 2004
I have a special scriptures entry planned, but just a quick update for now. I went to my Dr's today to have him check my lungs and foot. I'm gonna have to see my podiatrist for my foot, but not right away...since it doesn't appear to be anything serious. Just a sore little lump that should go away on it's own. I have to have a chest X-Ray done soon, but he listened to my lungs and everything sounds fine, it's a 'just in case' type of thing. He was a bit worried about my pulse though, it was very fast. So he had the nurse do an EKG. Of course this means taking off your shirt and bra, no big thing really, the nurse was a female. She gets done with the test and tells me to get dressed. Unfortunately the Dr. walks in right before I start to get dressed. Poor guy felt so bad, I just laughed. I mean, yes I was embarrassed, but I got over it real fast. He, however, stayed shy for the rest of the visit. You can tell he's new to this, and he is...so new that not only is he way too close to my age, but he insists I call him by his first name, no Dr. this or that. Odd situation, but he's a nice guy and he's always going the extra mile to make sure I'm doing ok. Rare find in a Dr...believe me, I know...I've had some of the worst! But anyway, that was my little chuckle of the day. :D
Blogged @ 11:35 am by MissLuvly
Saturday, October 23, 2004
God blesses those who exercise self-control
What are the rewards of self-control?
"God blesses the people who patiently endure testing. Afterward they will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. "
James 1:12 NLT
God never leaves us totally to our own devices. When we obey him and desire to follow him, we will be blessed.
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This is one of the emails I received early this morning, it's my "God's Daily Promise." It's just interesting that I get this now, when I've been going over the book of James lately. Sadly, I've never been one to just sit down and read the Bible, I just look things up as need be. Thanks to an encouraging friend however, I've decided to get more serious about my reading habits. So now I've read through James quite a few times, and look forward to getting into the Good Book even more. But let's backtrack here...this ties into something I said a couple days ago, about whether or not I liked porn? Well, I can answer that now...at one point I was pretty regular in the porn department. I had some DVD's, some Playgirls...I'd watch and look at my mags pretty regularly. At first I felt really bad about it, but then it got to be such a habit that it didn't phase me anymore. That's how it seems to work though, isn't it? God kept trying to get me to see the light, but I continued to ignore Him. Finally I had gotten so deep into it that I no longer heard His promptings. I lived in sin, and it didn't even register. It didn't dawn on me until I started losing all my crutches in life. I've been living like a watered down Christian...one foot in the world, the other in the Kingdom. Sometimes it's just *so* hard to be a Christian, totally worth it of course, but so hard. The temptations...and not just porn or whatever your chosen addiction is, but the "little things" that we face everyday. The temptation to tell "little white lies," to gossip, to judge someone else, to eat things we shouldn't eat...and worse, to give up because life gets too hard. Sometimes I feel like I need to physically hold onto someone just to act as my lifeline. I have my Mom, and my sisters who are always there for me...but sometimes I just need a friend. I have no friends around me, none what so ever. My closest friend lives in my state, but in another city 3 hours away. Jeremy still lives down the street from me, but he's not someone I can turn to anymore. He has his wife now, but who am I fooling...I haven't fit into his life since the middle of High School. Mr. All American jock got too busy with his stuff, even to the point that he didn't notice when I'd come to his football games. There was this one game though, man...it was amazing. His team had just won, and I was running out onto the field with some other people and he came over and gave me the biggest hug ever! I didn't care that he got me soaked with his sweat LoL, I just looked up at him so happy because *he* was happy. He played his butt off and was so proud, and I was proud. I miss that. Things like sharing in your friends victories and holding them in their defeats. Knowing that they can and will do the same for you. Yes, I have my family and I know what a blessing that is, but friends...we all need friends. It just so happens that I have *tons* of friends, they just don't live around me. VA, SC, NC, Pa, TN, NV, Maine...etc I have the bestest friends in the world, but I can't even reach out and hug them. It's a big deal to me, I like to hug....I'm a physical person. *cuddles, hugs* :) I just can't wait until I start making even more friends, but local this time. LoL I'm such a people person, I know that once I have a job *outside* the home (important, no?) I'll make friends in a snap. Maybe when I join the gym I'll meet up with some cool people who can become my work out buddies. I know things are gonna look up soon, it's that transitional time of growing and learning that's the pits. It's for the best, but learning how to be a better servant for Christ is HARD. But I've stressed that, haven't I? Well that's because it is! LoL Not in a *bad* way necessarily, but it's when I get closer to Christ that satan puts the pressure on ya, he's getting awfully afraid of me! As well he should be! A child of God living to please Him and spread His word...oh yeah, not something that makes satan happy. So...this totally wasn't the thing I was going to blog about, but it seemed to come out so freely. I guess some things just need to be said. But in closing I'd like to add this. I am utterly grateful that God has so much patience and is full of mercy, I need both more than you could ever know.
Blogged @ 05:14 am by MissLuvly
Friday, October 22, 2004
I can't believe there isn't more to blog about...I guess I really need to get a life. :) Well, at least one with more activities.
I have to see the Dr's on >draws blank<...well, it's in a couple days, I'll have to check. Anyway, once I get the OK from my Dr I'm gonna go check out this gym my Mom, brother and sister work out at. I'm a bit nervous about working out in a co ed gym. I belonged to Naturally Women for 2 years a while back ago, and I loved that men weren't even allowed in the building...no pressure, ya know? I happen to be a pretty self conscience person at times, and to work out with guys?? It might take a couple times to get used to. I would get my own personal trainer there, just like them...it cost a bit more money, but it's worth it. I hope the guy is either really ugly, or not around my age. I know...I'm being silly, but go with me on this one. :)
On a sad note, my fish died. I know he's just a fish and all, but he was symbolic. A little over a year ago, I got 7 fish. One by one they kept dying, and within the first 2 weeks, only one was left. He was my little fighter fish, ya know? Even as recent as a couple days ago while I was cleaning out his tank, I made the comment that he was the only one who didn't give up, just like I haven't given up with everything I've been fighting. Then, just a little bit ago when I went to feed him, I saw him there...just floating. Tears didn't pour out of my eyes, but they did mist up. I dunno...call me a mushy over emotional woman, but I miss my fish and what he symbolized for me. Ugh, I hate losing pets!
On the bright side, I've asked my friends to send me shot glasses from their home states so I can add to my collection, I can't wait to see all the ones I get! I just got one today, from Texas. I also got a card from my buddy Jen, she's such a sweetie. (((Hugs for Jen)))
-JL
Blogged @ 06:10 pm by MissLuvly
Monday, October 18, 2004
Told ya I loved these things
What is your name?: Jaime Lynn ::gasp:: I know, it was supposed to be a secret, ah well!
How old are you?: 21...but not for long!
When is your birthday?: November 6th, 1982
Where were you born?: Arizona
Where do you live now?: Arizona
What color are your eyes?: Baby Blue...but sometimes they have a hint of green
What color is your hair?: Dark reddish brown
How tall are you?: 5'7
What is your race?: English, Swedish, Irish, German, French
What is your worst fear?: Losing faith
Do you smoke?: No thanks!
Do you drink?: Not usually...maybe 3-4 times a year, a wine cooler, an orange dream, or some champagne
Do you cuss?: No
Do you use illegal drugs?: No
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: Yes
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: No tats, 5 piercings
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: Not usually, but I've been depressed for the past couple months
If you had a choice how would you want to die?: Either during surgery, or in my sleep...in other words, without my knowledge
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: No
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: No
Are you a paranoid person?: Nah, not usually
Do you ever get jealous of other people? :( Sometimes
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: No
Are you a violent person?: No
Do you take your anger out on other people?: Sometimes I get snippy...but not usually
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: No
What are your favorite books and/or magazines?: The Bible, inspirational books, Christian suspense, romantic suspense...and I like Cosmo mag
What is your favorite drink?: Water, Soy Milk, Dr. Pepper, Tea, and lots of Mexican drinks (Horchata, Guanabana, Atole in Vanilla and Hazelnut)
What is your favorite alcoholic drink?: Orange Dream, Wine coolers, Champagne
Do you skateboard?: No
Do you watch wrestling?: No
Do you study martial arts?: No
Do you own a pair of converse?: No
Do you own a pair of dickies?: No
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: No
Are you a virgin?: :( I wish
Do you like biting?: No...
Do you watch pornography?: Ya know, this reminds me of an entry I have to make...guess you'll get your answer then
Have you ever dyed your hair and unusual color?: Yeah, once it was maroon...that was Sophomore year
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: No
Are you a hyper active person?: No
Do you like poetry?: Yes
Do you like photography?: Oh yeah!
Do you like acting?: I've considered it...
Do you like modeling?: No, too shy. One time, while clothes shopping, the store asked me if I'd model some of their clothes for a runway show they were putting on...I was flattered, but turned them down because I don't like to be on display
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: No
Are you religious?: By the worlds standards I'd be called "Religious", but I don't think I am. I'm a Christian, which is Christ reaching for me...religion is man reaching for some kind of god
Do you stand for originality and/or creativity?: Yeah
Do you believe in vampires?: No
Does pain turn you on?: Can't say that it does
Do you believe in witchcraft?: In the sense that I think it's real and evil, but as in do I practice...no thanks!
Have you ever played a oiuja board or used tarrot cards?: No, I don't play with evil
Do you like to rave or go to goth clubs?: No
Do you go to many concerts?: I used to go to tons...
Do you like meeting new people?: Yeah
Do you like to hang out?: 9 times outta 10
What do you like most about life?: Living for God and all that it entails
What do you dislike most about life?: Pain and suffering
Do you believe in love at sight? No
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: No
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: No
Do you own a car?: I own a truck
Have you held a job for less than a day?: LoL Well... I started work, and the next day I became incredibly ill...I landed in the hospital and was sick for over a month. I never went back to work
Can people smell you before they see you?: No
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: Yeah
Are you named after anyone?: I was named after the Bionic Woman, the show from the late 70's
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: No idea?
Basics
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single?: Yes
If not, do you want to be?: -
Your family: Yes I have a family...a big one! 5 older brothers and 3 older sisters, 7 neices/11 nephews and too many cousins to count
Have any pets?: 4 dogs, 2 cats, 1 fish
Obsessions?: None...
Do you speak another language?: No, I wish
Have a favorite quote?: I prefer Scriptures, but as for quotes..."Don't tell God how big your storm is, tell the storm how big your God is!"
Can you sing?: Yeah, I sang in the Greater Phoenix Honor Choir
Can you dance?: Yeah, I danced for Royal Dance Works for almost 11 years. I did tap, ballet, jazz, lyrical, musical theater, hip hop and gymnastics
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
Are you a loner?: I can be
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Absolutely
Are you a daredevil?: Not really
Are you passive or aggressive?: More passive, but can be aggressive if need be
Do you have a journal?: Besides online, no
Do you think you are good looking?: I'm good looking...I guess LoL I would like to improve some areas though
Are you confident?: About most things...
Would or Have You Ever?
Been out of the country?: Yeah, I've been to Canada
Gone skinny dipping?: Yeah I have
Had a medical emergency?: I've had tons of medical emergencies
Had surgery?: Yeah
Gotten beat up?: Kinda, I did get into one fight when I was in the 3rd grade. I was standing up to a bully for my friend, and I walked away with a bloody nose. I didn't hit her back because she walked away...so I did the same
Beaten someone up?: No
Been picked on?: A few times
Been on stage?: All the time, for dance/choir/band shows and competitions
Slept outdoors?: I've been camping...
Thought about suicide?: No
Pulled an all nighter?: Quite a bit
Gone one day without food?: I've done it a few times, never on purpose though...I would only do it if it was for medical testing the next day, in which case you have to fast. I've had that happen a lot
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes, and I miss that :( My fiance and I would talk for 8+ hours at a time, all night...even though he had to work the next day lol Ah well, he's a jerk and I'm so much better off without him :D
Slept all day?: Yeah
Made out with a stranger?: Well...lol Once I met this guy online, and we hit it off wonderfully. We talked on the phone for about 5 hours, then the next day he came over to my house to meet me. We sat in his car to talk, and started making out after about an hour. By most peoples standards he was a stranger. But I ended up dating him for a very long time, and we were very serious. He was my first real love, the buttwipe. He ended up cheating on me with 3 other women...oy, I sure know how to pick 'em!
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: No
Kissed the same sex?: No
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No
Been betrayed?: Too many times to count
Had a dream that came true?: A few, yeah
Been on radio/tv?: No
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Absolutely not
What do you find romantic?: Cuddling, walking hand in hand in a beautiful setting, laying there holding each other and just talking until you fall asleep. Those are more of the obvious romantic things...but you can find romance anywhere. Taking a drive, doing something outdoors...quality time with your special someone is romantic :)
Turn-on?: A killer smile and a nice toned strong back. Oh wait, and strong yet gentle hands...important, I like my shoulders and back rubbed!
Turn-off?: Bad breath, body odor...
First kiss?: I was 15, he was 19. We were sitting on my couch, about 3am, he put a pillow on his lap and told me to lay down on it so we could watch tv all close and stuff. When I did, he leaned over and kissed me. It was sweet and it lasted a looooong time LoL Of course, this boyfriend went on to steal from me, cheat on me AND hit me. Must I say again...I sure know how to pick em!
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out?: Of course
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Well obviously *some* have...LoL
What's the last present someone gave you?: My sister got me a cool water/light show thing for my bedroom
Are you in love?: Nope. A part of me wants to be, but I'm content to be single for now. Not going to get into a relationship just because I'm lonely...though I've had a couple offers in the past few days, they weren't my type
Who Was the Last Person...
You wanted to kill?: No one
That you laughed at?: My sister
That laughed at you?: My other sister
You went shopping with?: LoL My sister
That broke your heart?: John, my ex fiance
To ask you out?: Gene, he asked me out yesterday
That you thought about?: Jeremy, still trying to come to grips with his getting married and becoming a father
You saw a movie with?: 2 of my sisters, and my sisters friend
You talked to on the phone?: My Mom
You saw?: My sister
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: Nope
Body part you're touching right now: Well, I just had an itch on my arm...
What are you worried about right now?: Not worried, really, but more like wondering...when I'll start feeling better about my life
What book are you reading?: Truth or Dare (romantic suspense)
What's on your mousepad?: Don't use a mousepad
Are you talking to anyone online?: No
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Both LoL I miss having a man in my life to share things with, to talk with, hug and hold onto when I'm having a bad day...but content with knowing that when it's right, it'll happen. I want a GOD BLESSED relationship, not just something I got myself into
Blogged @ 09:18 pm by MissLuvly
Friday, October 15, 2004
Well, I've had a pretty good last few days. I've done a lot of shopping...:) New outfits, new shoes and 2 new perfumes..."Very Irresistible" by Givenchy and "Style" by Ralph Lauren. They were both about $70 each, too much if you ask me...but that's one of the joys of being a woman! :) I was going to get the new Britney Spears perfume, but then I realized that I didn't want to support someone who all but makes me sick. She upsets me mostly because I was once a fan of hers. Then she kept getting worse and worse, lying to her fans...I realize I don't know her *personally*, but if I can't respect the public you, then how could I respect the private you? At worst you really are the same on/off the camera. At best, you're fake and think so low of yourself that you have to portray a rotten image just for fans. I know my not buying her perfume ($90!) won't put any kind of dent in her pocket, but it makes a difference to me. :)
So, I was sort of evaluating myself today. Not to any extreme length, Lord knows I don't need the headache, but just in general. With my 22nd birthday coming up, I started thinking about what age I "feel". I certainly don't feel 22...sometimes I feel older, sometimes younger. So I broke it down, and realized why I felt this way. My soul feels like it's 500, my heart feels like it's 5...and they both live in a 22 y/o body. Sometimes I feel too old for my own good, and too young at the same time. Caught between living a few hundred lives, and just starting life #1. It's a good thing I don't believe in such nonsense, other wise I'd swear to you I've been here before. My soul knows too much, has seen too much, and connects to people and places in ways that I can't explain. I don't know all of the gifts that God has given me, but I know at least one of them is my ability to understand people. I don't know color, class, or anything else that separates one person from the next. I see into peoples hearts, it's a knack I have. My sister tells me that when I was younger, about 6 or so, I could tell when someone had a bad day. The moment they would walk in, I'd go over to them and ask them what was wrong. I could always tell when they were lying to me, and sometimes I'd see so much hurt, I'd cry. I just relate to people, all backgrounds, all hurts. A lot of the pain I can relate to, I've been through some bad situations myself. But then there are pains I've never felt personally, but seeing them in someone else, I hurt so much inside. Anyway, I can't explain it, but I hope to continue to use God's gift to bring glory to Him. To continue to reach out to those in need, let them know about all the promises of the Lord.
Oh, I love these things :)
{{{ PAST }}}
[ + ]first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Angeli
[ + ]last word you said: "Bye"
[ + ]last song you sang: "Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson
[ + ]last thing you laughed at: A thought I had about a friend...
[ + ]last time you cried: Yesterday
...PRESENT....
[ + ]what are you wearing: My cute new PJ's, it's blue with stars and moons
[ + ]what's in your cd player: Mixed CD
[ + ]what color socks are you wearing: Nada
[ + ]what's under your bed: Shoes
[ + ]what time did you wake up today: 8:20am
[[[ CURRENT ]]]
[ + ]current hair: Dark reddish brown
[ + ]current annoyance: My chest...no, not the size LoL It hurts a lil right now
[ + ]current smell: I'm wearing "Moonlight Path" body spray by Bath & Body Works
[ + ]current longing: Peace
[ + ]current desktop picture: An Angel
[ + ]current favorite music artist: Switchfoot
[ + ]current book: Blind Side
[ + ]current worry: Why does my chest like to bother me so much?
[ + ]current hate: Evil, I always hate evil...and it's the only thing I *do hate
[ + ]story behind your username: Arizona Princess...because I'm a Princess from Arizona LoL
[ + ]current favorite article of clothing: My new bra, as odd as that sounds...LoL
[ + ]favorite physical feature on a guy: I love a guys smile, and his back...oh yeah! :D I like holding a guy from behind, resting my head in between his shoulder blades...awww, it's cozy. Give me a nice strong back and killer smile, and I melt! :)
[ + ]line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "I pray he feels better soon!"
[ + ]i am happiest when: Singing, dancing, reading, sleeping
[ + ]i feel lonely when: I'm alone in the house
[ + ]favorite authors: Terri Blackstock, Erica Spindler, Shakespeare, Tami Hoag
[ + ]if you could live anywhere in the world, where: Any place tropical, with a nice beach...and it has to rain often enough
[ + ]gold or silver: Both
[ + ]any secret crushes: Yeah :D
[ + ]famous person you have met: N/A
[ + ]do you have any regrets: Yeah
[ + ]sex or love: Love
[ + ]favorite coffee: Any kind really
[ + ]current favorite smell: I have lots, but what comes to mind first is "Strawberries and Champagne" by Victoria Secret
[ + ]what makes you mad: Injustice, racism, sexism, evil, guys who grab your butt when you walk past them, and generally just make fools out of themselves by making rude comments...@@
[ + ]favorite way to waste time: AOL
[ + ]what is your best quality: My personality
[ + ]are you currently in love/lust: Neither
[ + ]what's the craziest thing you have ever done: Not gonna go there!
[ + ]any bad habits: I can be messy...other than that, I really don't know
[ + ]do you find it hard to trust people: Not really
[ + ]last thing you bought yourself: Lunch
[ + ]bath or shower: Both
[ + ]favorite season: Winter
[ + ]favorite color: White, black, purple, pink, blue, silver
[ + ]favorite flavor: Too many...
[ + ]favorite time of day: 6am-12pm
~*~ FASHION ~*~
[ + ]do you wear a watch: No
[ + ]favorite stores: Victoria's Secret, Dillards (they offer so many cool makeup and perfume counters) Best Buy, Bath & Body Works, Walmart (LoL), Barnes & Noble...I don't know. I like to smell good, feel good, and I like to expand my mind (computer work/reading). So whatever stores offer these things...oh, and I like health stores like GNC, etc
[ + ]how big is your closet? Medium size
[ + ]ever spend more then $200 in a store?: More often than not
<<>>FRIENDS<<>>
[ + ]do your friends know everything about you: No, lots of things are between me & God
[ + ]what do they tend to be like: Just great people in general :)
[ + ]can you count on them: A few...
[ + ]can they count on you: Always
?? LaSt??
[ + ]last book you read: "Dead Ringer"
[ + ]last movie you saw: "Darkness Falls"
[ + ]last movie you saw on the big screen: "Troy"
[ + ]last show you watched on tv: "Friends"
[ + ]last song you heard: "I can love you like that"
[ + ]last thing you had to drink: Atole de Nuez. It's imported from Mexico...it's a powder mixed with boiling milk. Eh, anyway...it's good! :) I like a lot of Mexican drinks...
[ + ]last thing you ate: Some home made soup...it's one of my low fat/low carb/high protein meals
[ + ]last time you showered: About 5 hours ago
[ + ]last time you smiled: When I smelled a certain cologne by Giorgio Armani...:D
((( DO YOU )))
[ + ]smoke: No...thank God! :)
[ + ]do drugs: No, and I never have
[ + ]sleep with stuffed animals: No
[ + ]have a dream that keeps coming back: No
[ + ]play an instrument: Clarinet, Flute...
[ + ]believe there is life on other planets: No
[ + ]read the newspaper: No
[ + ]believe in miracles: Yes
[ + ]consider yourself tolerant: Yes
[ + ]consider police a friend or foe: Mostly friend
[ + ]like the taste of alcohol: Not really, some is ok. But very little, and hardly ever
[ + ]believe in astrology: No
[ + ]believe in magic: No
[ + ]go to church: No, I need to go back! :(
[ + ]have any secrets: Of course
[ + ]have any pets: Yes
[ + ]go or plan to attend college: Plan on it
[ + ]talk to strangers: Yes
[ + ]have any piercings: Yes
[ + ]have any tattoos: No
[ + ]hate yourself: No
[ + ]wish on stars: No
[ + ]like your handwriting: No
[ + ]believe in witches: No
[ + ]believe in ghosts: Yes
[ + ]like your chest: Um...yeah? LoL I'm just the way God made me!
[ + ]like your legs: Yes, my legs rock! LoL jk I do like them, they are probably my best physical feature
[ + ]like your butt: Well, I used to get upset because I thought it was too much of a "bubble", but I learned to like it...at least it's better than having a flat one. No offense...:)
[ + ]trust others easily: Kinda...
[ + ]sing in the shower: No
Oh!! And I'd like to say a big congrats to my good friend Krystal who just welcomed her 2nd child into the world! Brody was 6lbs 7oz, and he's 18in long. Mommy and baby Brody are doing well, and Daddy and big sister Lilah are thrilled! He's an absolute doll, and Nikki sucks because she got to visit them and I didn't. LoL (((Krystal & Family)))
Blogged @ 01:51 am by MissLuvly
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